JJ

MB!! It's so good to hear from you :) I miss you!! And yes, I know exactly what you're talking about. I used to weigh around 125 and then I went all the way up to 160. Who's to say that that won't happen again once I go back to weighing 125?? When I start thinking that way, I try to remind myself of all the hard work that I've done thus far and I can't imagine just saying "Eff it, let me just gain it all back." You know? We've have struggled too much, worked too hard to lose (more like gain) like that. We need to take those negative thoughts out of heads and think POSITIVE thoughts only. Just think about how good you will look and FEEL once you have reached your ideal weight. And if we stay on track, that it LITERALLY only a few short months away. I mean, we started this in the beginning of January and it's almost the end of MARCH. So just think, in July, we will be rocking hot bodies (high school status) Lol

I know there are times when WE are our own worst enemies. This happens to me ALL the freaking time! Lol I am constantly doubting myself and my capabilities, telling myself that "No, I can't do that" and "No, I can't do that" and sometimes straight out saying "You are not good enough" and "You don't deserve that." But the truth is WE DESERVE THIS. Everyone deserves to be happy about themselves, both for what's on the outside and what lies within. WE. WILL. GET. THERE.

Here's to optimism :)

trying to get it down

K so I have been struggling with the whole weight then I've manage to loose 11lbs. WTF why can't i loose more? I think its my head holding me back what if i loose all this weight just to fail and gain it back when in actuality yes i gain .5lbs or a 1 a week but for the most part I'm keeping the 11lbs off, which is good. I can get that stupid idea outta my head. I have started to do a "weekly goal" which I hope helps me not loose sight of the "big" goal. I wanna look good but most importantly I wanna feel good. Anyways here is to a good weigh in in 2 days! ahhh

JJ: March 16 Weigh-In

Sorry I didn't post last week :( Hectic week. But don't worry, I am back on track! Last week I came in at... drum roll please... 136!! YAY!!! I have been setting weekly goals for myself to help keep me on track for the monthly weigh ins. That way, I won't be freaking out the week before the monthly weigh in (like I have been for the past couple of months... Lol). For this month, the goal has been to lose 2 lbs each week, since I didn't meet my LAST monthly goal of 135. This week, I hope to come on at 134. Wish me luck!

Here a little reflectoin for you:
Last year, on this EXACT date (March 21) I weighed 157.2. That's 21.2 lbs MORE than I do now. Here's to continued success : D

PS: Good luck this week MB! Love you! :)

Goooioinnngggg we waaayyyy back

Allright I have been cray crazy busy!! For my monthly weigh in big fail 193.8 today I redeemed myself with 191.8 2 whole pounds next week fucken determined to get under 190 yes 189 here I come!!!!!

JJ Same Old

Nothing new. Literally. Still 137.8. I hate that I didn't meet my monthly goal of 135 lbs. I don't understand what happened. I started out doing so well. And now I can't seem to keep myself motivated to lose more weight. I'm at a loss :(

JJ Weigh In #10

So... Friday, March 3rd was a bit disappointing.  I came in at 137.8, a GAIN of 0.8 lbs.  I just can't seem to get over this rut!! I am lacking in both energy and motivation. I don't exercise and I don't eat well.  On the contrary, I've been missing meals and then I overeat.  I also don't get home after 8:30 pm everyday, so I've been having really later dinners, which I know is a major no-no. I know what I really need to do is sit down and figure out to work in healthier meals and exercise into my already packed schedule. Ugh, I know it won't be easy, but there is no way I'm ever going to meet my goals at the rate I'm going...

Speaking of which, only 5 days until March 8th, our next monthly weigh in.  The goal is 135.  I am currently 2.8 lbs away from that goal.  I don't know how feasible it is, but I am sure as hell going to give it my all.  So start, I am going hiking tomorrow for the first time in ages. I am really excited!! Hopefully that will be the push I need to get back on the horse (the working out horse, that is lol).  I'm also planning on going grocery shopping tomorrow night. I ran out of groceries early last week, which resulted in me eating out and snacking on junk food, which is NO BUENO.

Anyways, I'm trying to stay positive :) Here's to losing 2.8 more lbs!!