JJ

MB!! It's so good to hear from you :) I miss you!! And yes, I know exactly what you're talking about. I used to weigh around 125 and then I went all the way up to 160. Who's to say that that won't happen again once I go back to weighing 125?? When I start thinking that way, I try to remind myself of all the hard work that I've done thus far and I can't imagine just saying "Eff it, let me just gain it all back." You know? We've have struggled too much, worked too hard to lose (more like gain) like that. We need to take those negative thoughts out of heads and think POSITIVE thoughts only. Just think about how good you will look and FEEL once you have reached your ideal weight. And if we stay on track, that it LITERALLY only a few short months away. I mean, we started this in the beginning of January and it's almost the end of MARCH. So just think, in July, we will be rocking hot bodies (high school status) Lol

I know there are times when WE are our own worst enemies. This happens to me ALL the freaking time! Lol I am constantly doubting myself and my capabilities, telling myself that "No, I can't do that" and "No, I can't do that" and sometimes straight out saying "You are not good enough" and "You don't deserve that." But the truth is WE DESERVE THIS. Everyone deserves to be happy about themselves, both for what's on the outside and what lies within. WE. WILL. GET. THERE.

Here's to optimism :)